when i say 'lets keep in touch' i hope you know i really mean 'i wish that you'd grow up'

I was going through pictures of myself and others from a couple years ago the other day. I was thinking I can't believe this was almost three years ago. Is that not insane? 2005 was almost three years ago - where does the time go?
And then I would have a flip, and see pictures of myself and it would take me a minute to register it was me. Somehow every year I seem to add something to my get ready routine.... i feel like that episode of the fresh prince when Will gets trapped in a basement with the girl her is seeing. She pulls out her weave, takes off her nails.... and he freaks out and says 'what part of you is real??'

sadly i feel that way!

You know when you were younger, and everyone would tell you to enjoy it now, because when you get older there is so much more to worry about. I didn't realize all those things kicked in at 23. I thought I had like 5 more years before I had to worry about the real world? Aren't the 30's the new 20's.... shouldn't i be carefree.... not worrying about anything but what I am doing friday night? OR maybe I just worry too much.... I think I am genetically dispositioned to worry. I come from a long line of worriers. I mean I am Jewish, isn't it a requirement to be dramatic and stress over nothing? I always thought I was good at not stressing out.... going with the flow.... apparently I am just good at suppressing and then having minor breakdowns when I can't push it down anymore.
ALSO to all the girls out there... do you find you cry a lot more the older you get? I used to never ever cry.... now bell commercials get me crying... haha! i sound so depressing.... i promise my next blog will be about rainbows and kittens....



fin!