did i, did i

I set out to write an interesting blog, but i actually have nothing to blog about ! same old ... i feel sort of stuck which makes sense because I am not moving forward... the only thing interesting is that i have a new project - i am trying to write my nclex and and get my visa application through because I want to move to portland!  I just have my mind set on it.

but for that I really don't have that much going on .... just ideas.  I want to go to SXSW this year - I want to go to Paris within the year - I want to stop depending on things/people to make me feel okay because missing someone is always going to ache and I hate feeling numb to everything because of it

on a total side note, I am making some letter banners that I am going to finish tomorrow, so I will post pictures, but for that  - i am pretty boring these days.  It is funny how I used to be so busy and now that I am doing nothing i am still so busy... i don't know what i used to do when i went to school full time and worked full time ha ha ha

i think tomorrow is a sleep in / craft day.... only teddy is invited.

craft pictures tomorrow!

fin