bang bang he shot me down

Do we all agree shit comes in piles... and especially in threes?

1) I only grew up with one set of grandparents so my first cousins other set of grandparents were my serogate zeda and bubbi...

my zeda died yesterday... a soldier of WWII and then after his fighting a survivor of the holocaust, the man died helpless in an ICU. 

2) An earthquake... a 5.5 Earth Quake in southern Ontario.  By the beating of my drum something wicked this way comes?

3) The after shock of earth quake 2010 in my personal life.  The end.  The last tear, the last awful words thrown.

Dear Leonard. To look life in the face, always, to look life in the face and to know it for what it is. At last to know it, to love it for what it is, and then, to put it away. Leonard, always the years between us, always the years. Always the love. Always the hours.

and so there it is

24 hours and I think and hope and pray my terrible three shit pile is over.

fin