no wonder, no wonder, other half

I think it is funny how we go throughout days and weeks and even  years - and we loose contact with some people, and we meet new people - some people grow up, or apart, or on.... for the longest time i would feel different ways about each person, but to be honest... it never stung.  It was just always unfortunate to me.  A huge disappointment if anything.  

There has always been a particular person that has really stuck with me.  It was really hard for me to let go of them, and i had this epiphany last night.  I have never lost someone i truly cared about before..... lost! as if they can't find there way ha ha ha

(huge side note: my grandfather tells this joke.... in russian you say London, you spell London.... in english you say London, you spell Manchester.... it is his attempt to point out the flaws in our language, in this moment i would have to agree) 

Regardless, this person that is no longer in my everyday life, they taught me what it was like to really miss someone....well i think they taught me more than that, but for that reason I think it has been so hard to totally move on. 

I have so much to be really grateful for, and new relationships, new friendships.... but i guess it is pretty profound to teach another human how to really miss 

thought of the day

enjoy

fin