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big PS



whats up ! greatest ever

fin

i want to love you

in an ode to mj, i share my top 5 jams

5) Most under rated mj song, Do You Remember


4) Mn in the Mirror


3)Billie Jean


2) Don't Stop


drum rolllllll

1) PYT !!!


fin

intuition

remember how i told you that "this was the calm before the storm?

its starting to rain

fin

backstreets back alright!

three amazing things happen last night

1) I saw gene simmons walking down yonge st. on my way home last night... and he was wearing a fanny pack

2) Zack Morris! (stick it out through the first 15 seconds of adds before the real clip starts)

3) AJ from BSB came through my till at work last night... and my voice started shaking and i told him that I loved him

AWESOME!

fin

rise up !

So last night i was at a friends house ... it seems as though I have met soul mates..... we watched Obsessed and Intervention to entertain us during the predrink.... and then one of my friends tells me his father was the drummer for Paracute Club...
and then we watched the music video
hahahah this sounds lame... in fact it was glorious

also, i found a new lipstick... it is the year for amazing lip colours... Girl About Town

fin

you're insane!

Jewish Europeans are insane.... like INSANE.  They are really funny about worrying their loved ones.  Therefore, they don't talk about anything.  If you are sick, or lose a job, or even if someone dies, we have a hard time telling other people because we don't want to upset them.  

For example, when I was about 9 or 10 my cat died, and my grandpa tried to keep it from me, because he thought I could go about life not noticing.... this is a true story

Curb your Enthusiasm has depicted this phenomenon perfectly

enjoy!
fin

still its a shock to your soft side

Karma police.  

Is it a sign of being grown up when karma serves someone exactly what they dished out, and I find no gratification in it.  In fact, I find that I can relate to how they feel because I have been there.  Maybe that is just weakness on my behalf?  I thought I would be elated by this news - rather, it just makes me have less faith in people.

It is weird how easy it is to forgive people that make other people look insignificant.....

you know the expression it pales in comparison ... I never thought about it... but like this person actually makes other people look pale to me...

Im older, smarter, experienced now - its not like that.... it is just about how good it feels to finally forgive you

fin

no wonder, no wonder, other half

I think it is funny how we go throughout days and weeks and even  years - and we loose contact with some people, and we meet new people - some people grow up, or apart, or on.... for the longest time i would feel different ways about each person, but to be honest... it never stung.  It was just always unfortunate to me.  A huge disappointment if anything.  

There has always been a particular person that has really stuck with me.  It was really hard for me to let go of them, and i had this epiphany last night.  I have never lost someone i truly cared about before..... lost! as if they can't find there way ha ha ha

(huge side note: my grandfather tells this joke.... in russian you say London, you spell London.... in english you say London, you spell Manchester.... it is his attempt to point out the flaws in our language, in this moment i would have to agree) 

Regardless, this person that is no longer in my everyday life, they taught me what it was like to really miss someone....well i think they taught me more than that, but for that reason I think it has been so hard to totally move on. 

I have so much to be really grateful for, and new relationships, new friendships.... but i guess it is pretty profound to teach another human how to really miss 

thought of the day

enjoy

fin

how michelle got her groove back

I peeled another apple today ... NO SEEDS

what is going to happen?

no mo apples for the world

So the other day I went to see Billy Joel 

and Elton John with monica and my mom... we had a really great time  ... they were amazing 

In other amazing news... andrew is home!! finallyyyyyyyyy

its funny how you know you miss someone, and you talk to them all the time, but you only realize how much you really missed them until they are back.... i think i realized how much it was when we got to the bar and he opened the door to get out and he face planed from the back seat onto the sidewalk....and just layed there like a stunned cat .... awwww andy 

hmmm what else? it was our friend paulette's birthday, and we went out to her party - and it was a really good time.... i think i also forgot how much i missed going out

ALSO zach moved to Toronto! its always good to have a face from home a bit closer.... he came over and we went out for breakfast with bren - at a jewish restaurant ... obviously lol

hes so jewy

i owe all my knowledge of breakfast joints in the downtown core to the lovely lauren lincoln... the girl loves to eat, and to show me amazing lipstick colours

what a catch!

okay i will post more like this more often

ill get my blog groove back too, i promise

finnnnn