blue

fin

ten dollah

I always garage sale with my grandparents when i can....i mean its saturday morning, so when i open at work i can't really get to hamilton - but if there is anyway I can be there - im there
its always about the time i spend with them - the garage saleing and any subsequent finds are bonus
this past saturday I had a super good find day
i got this amazing vintage 35 mm camera that I am in love with and a polaroid camera (just in time for urban outfitters launch of the polaroid campaign)
AND i got a bunch of sweet vinyl
The Beatles - Live At Hollywood Bowl
Joni Michell - Blue
Led Zeppelin - II
Run Dmc - Raising Hell
Rolling Stones - Love You Live
Elton John - Greatest Hits
Eagles - Greatest Hits
Billy Joel - 52nd Street
Eagles - Long Run
Sex Pistols - Nevermind the Bullocks
Queen - The Game
Rod Stewart - Blondes Have More Fun
Stevie Wonder - Songs In The Key of Life
Blondie - Eat To The Beat
Fleetwood Mac -Rumors
Billy Joel - Live in the USSR
Otis Redding - Sings Soul Ballads
Joe Cocker - Greatest Hits

I got all those records and the two cameras for 10 dollars
i love hamilton!

fin

even when you're sleeping, i'm watching you

i got eyelash extentions today
my mother watched
they feel weird and uncomfortable, and i have a bad feeling the 'growing out' phase will be awkward at best

but i have a bigger feeling that once i am used to these additions i will be smitten

fin

we don't hear ear to ear

i have this vivid memory of driving up to you at the corner of hess and charlton st w. at 1 am. We were going to go swim until the sun came up, and then sleep all day. It was really hot outside, and you looked so perfect standing there in the street light... the love of my life. We were really beautiful. We have talked a lot about that summer lately.
Its never the end that gets you, you know? its those moments in the summer, in the night - it the day on hikes... its those moments where you realize you are in love... thats what kills you in the end - those are the knives

fin

hamilton

I will love that man unconditionally for the rest of my life. He knows what it is. We have history. I've known him since I was a girl. We just have a love/hate relationship, so I prefer to love him from afar.


fin

i'm empty and aching and i don't know why

the best part about going to the suburbs is the part where i go to value village and buy simon and garfunkle's greatest hits for a dollar

fin

in his own way he loved me until the end

today the Edge Intern Army came into my work really early, and i was the only cashier
they said: we will buy you 50 bucks of anything in the store


so i thought really hard, and concluded I would never buy myself ridiculously expensive vinyl
so they bought me
this
and
this
and
THIS!

Thank you random act of kindness fridays
what a day

fin

lets go get some air with oxygen in it

not to quote Ghost Town, but i have a really sensitive gag reflex
i gag all the time
ALL the time
if im nervous
if i smell something bad
if im sad
if something i eat is gross
if i over eat
GAG
also the funniest because it happens a lot.... if my gum loses flavour i gag
its really embaressing
i gag like three times a day

fin

i'm good i'm gone

Listen to good music (aka my new show) http://www.breakthruradio.com/index.php?show=7569 says: (4:24:56 PM)
did you puke?

m says: (4:27:03 PM)
gagged in my washroom alone

Listen to good music (aka my new show) http://www.breakthruradio.com/index.php?show=7569 says: (4:27:13 PM)
blargh

fin

i choose ativan and shakakan

i chose to feel it, and he couldn't choose

these event transpired from this point:
- i smoked half a pack of cigs
- i ate half a cheese cake
- i ate a veggie burger, fries, and coleslaw from swiss chalet
- gagged from over eating
- i took my medication
- i took two ativan
- i layed in my bed writting this

tomorrow is a new day

fin